my dear?

I cant, i wont , i wont goo i can not. Spinning yarn, spinning lies was what i specialized in. Spinning wine. glasses. Spilling brandy from head to toe, i became the very poison you despised. Spinning in circles, spilling my heart and emotions all over. . . . .where-ever i go. . .where-ever i please. I came too, is it too late did i burn it all; did i loose it all. Will you come back? Will you last for this time ? Did i go to far did i burn it all and my mind shattering? Is it gone to the abyss? I came too, you woken me i am trampling over grieve and pain that i unleashed upon myself. I unleashed a unholy monster i locked away, i let myself go, i locked , i unleashed the wrong part of me. Can i hold your hand, i reset my path i can not endor my journey the way ive be doing for far too long. Im sorry the devil came out of me, i lost my halo. I found it will you be pleased to place upon my wisdom? Upon my heart and broken soul i am not broken i simply cracked. Your kiss is a heavenly gift, your touch is always unbelievable and imaginable. I unleashed it. I AM HOME MY DEAREST. . .z . z z. . . Z . . Z zz. . .