things I’d rather not say

Relationships are commitment I want to give all of me to you But can you do the same? You say you love me But what is your definition of love? How do you know you love me? All these questions scramble my brain I try to keep quiet about it “Don’t Fuck it up” they said Why would I want to fuck it up? Am I in the habit of fucking things up? How do I fuck things up? They say “by overthinking” But how would I function otherwise I am who I am I do what I chose to do For me You cannot have control of me You wouldn’t put me first in many scenarios, But in all of mine, I choose you How fair is love? Questioning myself is how I grow And through growth, I have control on myself