Where are You, God?
Are You even near?
Are You invisible to my eyes?
Are You not inclined to
Heal my fears?
I’m gripping on oh so tightly
To what’s near me
You say seek first Your kingdom
And you shall find
You will fill these empty hands
But what I really desire
Would be my only need, it’s You Jesus
You’re reaching out for a hand to Hold
But my heart isn’t that bold
I love being in Your presence
Being immersed into Your love
But my heart stays cold
Against the old
My soul remains tired
For I am fragile
Scared of trying
Feel like I’m slowly dying inside
Do You not hear these cries?
Oh I wanna run away
But I have no place to hide
Without colliding into tears of grace
Rushing down my face
Where are You, God?
Let the ship of shame sail away
Into the crystal clear sea
Make me aware that You’re near
Come wreck this lost ship
This disastrous heart
Has sailed off into confusion
Remind me of Your growth
Remind me of the oath
You stamped upon my heart
The day I saw You face to face
Overwhelm me with Your teachings
Lead me to gaze upon
Your heavenly place
Could I even give You a try?
Should I even let you in?
Will my heart ever burn for You again? Or run to the other side of these lies? Maybe drift way in the river of life?
Or do I continue to hide?
Sink below these high tides?
I can hear You whispering in my ear
“It’s a long road that we’re all on”
“Follow my feet, my beloved”
“Are you ready to go home?”
“No more will your weary soul
“Wonder where I am”
“Trust Me”
“For I am endless”
“I’m the father you’ve
“Always been thirsty for”
“Take up My cup of oil”
