I Never

never really read what I write But right now on this night I went back and I’ve read what I’ve written It took me by surprise to find words of soul Which at that time was full of desperation and only had one goal Pills filled the day As alcohol and weed danced us through the night I can guarantee the fights, laughs and tears And at some point releasing my darkest fears Conversations, dates, names I can’t collect But the nights were always cold I recollect And the relief I felt when the sun would rise Because it’s warmth reminded me I was still alive