My chest is heavy
My energy is dark
My emotions are at the top of the chart
The chart that says when everyone is about to fall
Fall in a deep hole and struggle to come out
I fell in that deep hole when I saw that no one really cared from the start
I seem like a negative person but trust me when I tell you I am not
Im known for always having a smile
A smile big as the stars
But deep down im angrier than a hungry shark
Im not happy
Im not sad
Im angry
Im frustrated
Im confused
Im lost
Lost at words
Lost at tears
Lost at everything that just kept on drowning me
I lost
