My chest is heavy My energy is dark My emotions are at the top of the chart The chart that says when everyone is about to fall Fall in a deep hole and struggle to come out I fell in that deep hole when I saw that no one really cared from the start I seem like a negative person but trust me when I tell you I am not Im known for always having a smile A smile big as the stars But deep down im angrier than a hungry shark Im not happy Im not sad Im angry Im frustrated Im confused Im lost Lost at words Lost at tears Lost at everything that just kept on drowning me I lost