anxiety

I don’t know what to say I open my mouth, no words come out I can’t hear anything, my ears are ringing Tears flood out of my eyes Oh— it’s raining What’s next, hyperventilation Nothing can calm me now Anxiety— Fear of the future But I’m still running from the demons of my Past I smile and I feel so fake I hear their words, what’s it going to take Spotlights, all eyes on me Who’s it gonna be, who’s it gonna be A, e, I, o, y A few seconds and I feel like the world is gonna die Why’s this happening Why does this happen to me Nothing can calm me now Everything has gone down I’m a broken record I’m waiting for nothing good I smile and I feel so fake I hear their words, what’s it going to take Spotlights, all eyes on me Who’s it gonna be, who’s it gonna be Welcome to my anxiety