Flashbacks on the brain

TRIGGER WARNING!! TRAUMATIC EXPERIENCE IN DETAIL! DO NOT READ IF YOU FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE! I will not be mad if you choose not to read! I can’t seem to remember the memories from my past My trauma in childhood is locked up, but suddenly my brain unlocks flashbacks.. Little pieces of color, but nothing comes in clear A broken brain fighting for the answers A mouth silenced with fear Brain is running a million miles each day I’m fighting for my mentality The voices always stay Living with hallucinations is truly the worst fate I hear, see, and feel things come out the darkness Can you truly tell me it wouldn’t drive you insane?