“I’ve Broken My Own Heart “

These past 8 months I’ve had sleepy eyes , heavy heart and a busy mind Im a mess, broken useless person and it'll never get better, no matter how hard I try. Sometimes I wonder if I will truly ever be okay with my existence. Everyday my heart is bleeding, it's spilling all over the place. I'm leaving a trail of scarlet behind as everything is spilling out and I can't do anything to stem the flow as i drag myself towards my salvation. I’m already shattered and I’ve ran out of glue I’ve broken my own heart the pieces are glimmering on the floor a mixture of broken glass and tears. I’m suffering from a severe case of a broken heart , a heart beyond repair. - Ukiyo Aura