as I sat motionless in the bath
emotions flowed through me
happy
sad
shedding tears of sorrow and pain
joy and happiness laughing with fists underwear
I felt crazy
well, was I?
Holding my head beneath the boiling water
Listening carefully to a song flowing throughout my lungs
my heart beginning to coincide
to exist side-by-side
with that ballad of something new
how could I be crazy?
could not be the song of crazy
Could it?
It's too warm and cheerful and peaceful
Happy.
no, this was the song of love
true, pure, honest love
confusing, I know
Lying in motionless silence of the boiling water
nothing but sounds of joy
Warmth
Smiles and laughter forming
sounds of a soft. sweet, kind voice
Eyes as green as summer grass
Telling me I'm loved
Smiling, my heart and lungs were in sync
In sync with the sound of her
the way she walks, talks
words rolling of perfect pink lips
The flow of her dark curly hair
There’s a spark, a beauty in those eyes
the way she looks at me smiling
more radiant than the sun
infinite amount of things can be said
perfection
No time in the world for them all
understands what I don't
cares when I don't
helps me grow
she is beauty
she is grace
she is Desireé.
