It's okay to not receive the greatest apology you deserve. It's okay to not receive the same amount of kindness you give. It's okay if you're fixing something you didn't break. It's okay if you haven't figured it all out yet. It's okay if things don't go according to plan. Some people just couldn't reach how high & valuable you are, they feel intimidated, and they stay on their own level, instead of climbing up to meet you. Some people are not built like you, and that's okay. They don't have the same mind and heart as you do, and that is something you should be proud of. Self-respect is important, even when people don't show it to you. You don't have to change who you are just because someone has hurt you. Allow yourself to undergo the process even if you didn't create the reason why you had one.
