There’s sometimes I’m so low,
Nobody including myself can see the breath from my cries bubble to the surface,
But in that state of lowness,
I see the blood that flows throughout my body slowly bubbling up just to spill off my skin,
Waiting for the punishing sensation that burns on my body,
not just only within,
something so beautifully painful it’s overwhelmingly addictive,
Ive been trying to hard,
I promise I want to quit this,
I cant stand how hard it is to find the solution to this,
Ive lost my balance,
Ive lost my feet,
But most importantly I’ve lost me,
Please,
Give me the break I desperately need.
