Self Inflicted Bullet Wounds.

I went out to my car today with a walthor pistol in hand i didn't expect to feel so much I didn't expect to be so sad I didn't expect to go this young today my youth is ripped away in some peoples eyes but in my eyes my youth is being eternalized I'll be young forever I'll be dead forever I'll be something forever I'd like to be loved I'd like to be hated I'd like to be dead