I’m fighting for you
Which takes a turn to fighting with you.
The message is lost,
And I am stuck in this vicious cycle.
My hurt, your entertainment.
Your anger, my humiliation.
Nevertheless, I wait.
I wait for change,
I wait to be seen as a human,
I wait for a love that I’ve seen in older couples.
I speak my heart, it bleeds only for you.
I speak my pain, but is perceived as blame.
I wish for love. I wish for kindness, yet you are the same.
You stole my heart, plucked like a flower,
Then clenched you fist and crush with power.
Heart still bleeding, I reach for you.
Speak your name, not with hate not with pain, but in the hopes that you’ll just be you again. Time is passing and I finally see, I’m speaking clearly, you just refuse to hear me.
