i see you

i was supposed to trust you why did you do this to me? you took advantage of me. i feel like its my fault i should’ve been smarter but how could i? i was only a child, and you… you were an adult. i trusted you how could you? did i fulfill your needs? i ask as my leg bleeds. i wish you knew how you affected me if you could go back in time would you change? i doubt you would, your so fucking strange.