Anxious vs Avoidant

you didn’t text me so i didn’t sleep you didn‘t text me so i fell deep you didn‘t text me so i thought you were annoyed you didn‘t text me so i became paranoid you didn‘t text me so i overthought you didn‘t text me so i stalked you didn‘t text me so i started double texting you didn‘t text me so i’ve been holding onto your ring you didn‘t text me so i wanted to communicate you didn‘t text me so i put all my hopes into fate you didn‘t text me so i told you my feelings you didn‘t text me so i cried to "ceilings" you didn‘t text me so i took it as an invalidation you didn‘t text so i needed an explanation you didn‘t text me so i questioned our entire relationship you didn‘t text me so my heartbeat began to skip you didn‘t text me so i went over everything you said you didn‘t text me so i got upset you didn’t text me so i rewinded our time looking for my mistakes you didn‘t text me so i looked at myself in the mirror while my perfect little world suddenly breaks you didn‘t text me so i lost all my motivation you didn‘t text me so i searched for justification you didn‘t text me so i felt abandoned you didn‘t text me so i felt overburdened you didn‘t text me so i panicked you didn‘t text me so i thought I got tricked you didn‘t text me so i acted out you didn‘t text me so my positivity became a drought you didn‘t text me so my jealous and clingy tendencies rose you didn’t text me so my self-esteem started to decompose you didn‘t text me so my feeling of being unworthy of love got proven you didn’t text me so I escaped to an illusion you didn’t text me so i shut everything down you didn’t text me so my thoughts took the upper hand, i started to drown you didn’t text me so i looked at the pipe cleaner flower on my shelf you didn’t text me so i cried and realised i don’t understand myself you didn’t text me so i was afraid i’d loose you you didn’t text me so i feared you got bored of me and i felt blue you didn’t text me so i got scared you’d leave me and run you didn’t text me so i wanted to die because i know you’re the one i didn’t text you because I prefer to keep it minimal i didn’t text you because we got too intimal i didn’t text you because i can’t stand someone expecting a text from me i didn’t text you because i didn’t feel free i didn’t text you because i find constant communication overwhelming i didn’t text you because i wanted to be the one helming i didn’t text you because when someone relies on me for emotional comfort i am triggered i didn’t text you because my binding sense is jiggered i didn’t text you because i saw yours and just forgot to reply i didn’t text you because i didn’t want you to rely i didn’t text you because i wanted to create an emotional distance i didn’t text you even though i was aware of the importance i didn’t text you because i emotionally shut down and stopped initiating contact the second i felt you becoming too clingy i didn’t text you because i felt our souls intertwined stringy i didn’t text you because i feel a strong sense of independence i didn’t text you because i fear you won’t always be in my presence i didn’t text you because i am uncomfortable expressing feelings i didn’t text you because i’ve been fighting inner demons i didn’t text you because i have a hard time trusting i didn’t text you because i felt sure someday we’d be busting i didn’t text you because i have commitment issues i didn’t text you because i am sure i am the reason you already needed enough tissues i didn’t text you because i desperately needed my alone time i didn’t text you because i worried we‘d loose our chime i didn’t text you because distancing is my defence mechanism i didn’t text you because my subconscious thoughts were risen i didn’t text you because i felt us getting too close i didn’t text you because i wanted you to think i am the opposite of a mimose i didn’t text you because you started sending more messages i didn’t text you because forever never has 100 percentages i didn’t text you because i told and trusted you too much i didn’t text you because i feared getting addicted to your touch i didn’t text you because you became too important to me i didn’t text you because i‘m sure love like this requires a fee i didn’t text you but i looked at the pipe cleaner flower on my shelf i didn’t text you so i cried and realised i don’t understand myself i didn’t text you because i was afraid i’d loose you i didn’t text you because i knew if you‘d get bored of me i‘d feel blue i didn’t text you because i got scared you’d leave me and run i didn’t text you because i know you’re the one