A daily routine of habit
A daily dose of joy
A daily bit of peace
A daily moment
I didn’t get to say Good Morning today
I didn’t get to see you wake up and face the day
I didn’t get to wish you a good day
You went through your day
You made memories we won’t share
You won’t know how much I care
I didn’t get to say Good Night
I didn’t get to hear your voice
I didn’t get to feel your warmth
You will do it all again
You will take each day and keep going
You will have the life without the burden of me
I didn’t get to say those words today
I will never get to say them again
I will never be the same
You will never know
You may not even care
You probably hate me
I am broken in ways I don’t understand
I thought it could be different
I didn’t want to fail you, us
Time passes and life continues
Broken and shattered pieces shuffle and change
A different path is laid, filled with gaps and uncertainty
The pictures I see tell a story
The words I am told a fairy tale
There seems to be joy
There appears to be love,
Could it be a piece has been made whole?
I feel a glimmer of hope for you to have it all,
I want you to have everything we hoped for
I don’t think I have ever dreamed of more
Out of pain I made a choice
Out of fear I destroyed a life
Out of disbelief I shattered heart and soul
Now you’ll never hear my words, my thoughts
Now you don’t know, maybe don’t care
You will always be a part of me,
You will always have a piece of my soul,
I will always feel you in my heart, I could never let go, even if you may never know.
