Why do I even ask?
I know you’re never going to remove that mask.
My gut is always right, why do I even start a fight?
I know I need to be more polite, but I can’t help myself but to say things out of spite.
This isn’t okay, to be stuck in this grey. When the day can be whatever I deem.
So, why do I waste my mind, on something that isn’t mine?
Without you, I know I will be more than fine. But my heart keeps getting stuck on rewind. To a time you were someone else.
Why is it that I allow your actions consume my mind?
I am healing this time. It’s time to turn off the rewind and remind my heart what you have been doing from the start, intentionally, knowingly, breaking my heart.
Today I have a fresh start, my world will no longer fall apart
