true colors

You sure showed me who you are. Why did I even let it get this far? All you did was spend money and time at the bar. I held us together, I was the glue. I would have done anything for you. I honestly don’t even know why, I can’t even cry. All of the lies that you told have me not surprised. I knew you wouldn’t change, you’re just not that guy. But I am the one that gets to live with this blessing. All you’re gonna do is keep messing things up for other people. It’s a strange moment, knowing she’s feeling exactly what I felt at this stage, having no idea what was coming my way. I’m going to focus on myself and my son, he’s the only one that matters. I hope you just leave us alone, this is me letting go.