If you tell me “how’d you feel when you see a daughter with her father” I’d say i feel happy for them , but if you ask me deeply I’ll hug you and cry
And tell you i wish that was me at some universe
Hoping it was me and my dad, if you tell me will you cure your sickness with the money you have or hug your father, and watch him Change I’ll spend all my money that day when my father do that because all my sickness will be cured to watch him change , i’ll gain my money again but my father changing will never happen. Deep down I’ll tell myself “I wish that was me” knowing it’ll never be , deep down I’ll question myself “I wish my father change” , “ i wish my father really loved me” but at the end I’ll be happy for that girl and her father for getting the love i never received. My father and i will forever long for one thing “i wish you changed” because my father and i both think the way I am is because of me , but deep down it’s because of him
