finally over him

I used to ache when I heard your name, a whisper that sparked something inside. I waited for messages that never came. Hope stayed outside, left out in the cold. I wrote poems about you, honest and quiet, on pages you never saw or cared for. I held conversations inside my head, while you forgot everything I said. I traced our memories like scars, mapped dreams that broke apart. Healing came slowly, in long nights and brighter mornings. Now, when someone plays our song, I don’t flinch or feel pain. I’m no longer stuck in what might have been. I’ve closed the door and locked it behind me. The tears dried up, silence grew. I found strength without you. I see myself more clearly now, not as your shadow, but as my own light. I smile again—not out of anger, but because peace finally found me. You were a chapter in my story, a lesson, not a lifetime. So here’s to me, not to who you were. Rising clear from all the confusion. I loved. I lost. I learned. I’m moving on. I’m not just healing—I’m over him.