Honesty

I’m going to be honest for once I don’t know if I’m fighting Demons or if I am the demon… because I am a sinner and I am a sin because I desire things that will kill me in the end…. destroying everything including myself seems like the best option, hell is real and I’m living in it…. But I meant to be grateful so thank you…. thank you for the pain. Thank you for making me hate myself. Thank you for the demon in my mind and thank you for all the sleepless nights….. and I know I’m not alone. I’m not the only one who feels this way so always remember the devil was once an angel just like you and I and not all demons live in hell