Yesterday

We woke up and set out for our day Did we kiss goodbye? Did we say Have a good day? Did we do anything different? When we left home, did something break? Did we know it would be the last time? Would we have acted differently? Would we have been able to change? If we had to find the point, the breaking point Could we? Would we want to? There was a moment that forever changed There was a time before The time when life was our journey Our hopes and dreams leading the way When did that first impact happen When did the damage start to radiate When did the cracks grow to divides When was pain too great to handle When did the fear take over Fear of failure Fear of disappointment Fear of resentment Fear of loss Fear of life Some might think I knew that day Some might think I had a plan Some might say things I won’t imagine Some might never know why Some might never care Everyone made assumptions Everyone made judgments Everyone would be wrong Everyone would be cruel Everyone would shift blame It was never you It was never just one It was never what anyone thought It was never what you assumed Weakness and fear drove a wedge Pain from depths not understood Damage that surfaced but stayed in the dark Invisible in the light Invisible in life What could have been, but never was What life could have built, but never got a chance What time could have taught, but never passed What could have been tomorrow, but was left in yesterday