doubt

For a long time, I was feeling sad and blue. A man I once was with, wasn't you he hit me and kicked me, rape me from time to time. He thought I was unkind we had a son together and this is true one thing I wish is he's a part of you at first I had doubts about you and me until l realized you actually loved me I would get scared or really upset I didn't want to lose you not yet your kiss took away my pants beers you always let me know when you're near God knows I loved you I wish you could see what you did to me took them away from me all the pain I went through I still can't believe how could I be so naive with you l felt free I wanted to stay with you but it's impossible to see what l need.