forgive you

it’s been almost two years now how have you been? i forgot how well you treated me i guess that’s my karma for the world doesn’t halt for some pain so why should i? i realize now that you were never the villain it was i who ruined myself so i thank you for helping me realize how lovely the world can be. have you forgotten me ? i almost hope you did. reflecting on who i used to be i want to erase that person. but we’re all growing every day better to realize late than never , right ? thank you for helping me live thank you for helping me help you. i love you still.