morning rays

the warm hue of the sun kisses my head is it morning ? did i even sleep? i turn over , ignoring the rays seeping through they’re just lying to me the sun doesn’t care if i’m tired i sleep and sleep and sleep and keep closing my curtains i wonder if the sun cares what if today i keep the blinds open? i can mend my wrongs and enjoy the morning but it’s too late the sun doesn’t want to kiss my head anymore it’s been so long since i’ve seen those beautiful rays will it ever come back? have i ruined everything? i miss the sun.