I’ve always heard people say that people that like hot showers are lonely I always joked on the thought laughed mocking there words not realizing what they truly meant how they only said things like that off bc they truly understood the loneliness the yearn to be held in silence not needing words just being there with someone that loves you unconditionally yet here I am in this hot showers as The warm soft touch like rain against my skin filling my void for a moment not looking deeper into myself to understand what I desire as I stand alone in this hot shower standing in the dark feeling love yet alone in my mind as it races wondering why went wrong what changed embracing the hot shower forgetting pieces of myself as every drop touches my skin not realizing what I really means to love hot showers.
