Having a heart of Gold is just too expensive….
Heart full of money, and holes
But all it do is tempts ya
mind controlled, milk & honey, silver, and gold.
My skins craws at night
Anxiety attacks my soul.
A kiss of betrayal
I never known could feel so cold…
my tongue was taken from me
Nobody knows!
My skin running from me
I wear it like it clothes.
The clock is ticking…. The darkness grows
I question God about the things
Men did to me! That broke my soul
I lay and I watch the snake bite
It wraps around my toes
I have no reaction….. is this what it’s like to sell your soul?
my skin taken from me
By a kiss
but no one knows…
I don’t cry, I cant grieve
My pain is old…
Having a heart of Gold…
It’s to many wolves in sheep clothing
Innocence seen by the wrong soul.
Brothers & sisters why do you Sneers at me?
I’m just another lost soul,
This was an us thing
But some how it ended with me
On the floor with stones being thrown
This was a trust thing
Into my rights was stolen
Lust is like quick sand
Slowly it eats away everything i ever known
What do you want from me ….they stripped me from every penny I ever owned
They call me a bad friend! But Behind closed doors
I struggle to get out of this bed, I’m all alone!
I’m confused af …..God!! I thought that you wouldn’t never leave or forsake me…?
Rn I feel all alone!!!
I toss and I turn and I turn & i toss
Into I’m sweating stone
Hands all on my titties, my body feels like an uncomfortable wet socks on my feet
We don’t get along
I wish you loved me fr
If you you know the battles
If only you knew the scars that couldn’t heal
If only you knew the unhappy thoughts that leave me feeling
weak, fragile & I’ll
sloppy, somebody help me sticky, icky somebody mop me
To many hands touching my body
To many niggas hating me…
Less beside me… maybe I’m the the problem
Or maybe this what they created in me
steps crackle by midnight
Sin fucks me like a headlight
I’m back feeling empty….
This is what happens when it hit midnight.
