Self harm isn’t a joke and no it’s not even funny I wish I could tell you how many scars I have on my skin but there are too many to even count every time I try and recount the number gets longer each time self harm is something I deal with I wish I didn’t have these permanent scars on my skin but I do I wish someone who knew what this was like to go through knew the pain I feel knew the suffering I put myself through just to feel something people don’t realize this is a real thing to deal with and how many people wish that it was time for there last meal I used to be like them wishing the world would stop and my mind at ease but I have overcome the shadows I chose not to close my eyes and forget so now my mind is filled with thoughts and feeling ready to finally be steady
