I want to go back.
Back when I was happy.
Back when I didn't have to fake it.
Back when I had trust to give.
Back when I believed people could be good.
Back when I was everyone's first choice.
Back when I didn't have to hide anything.
Back when I could say what I wanted.
Back when I didnt know.
Back when the only thing I had to worry about was if I could go over to my friend's house.
Back when I wasnt drained.
Back when I wasn't burnt out.
Back when I was clueless.
Back when I was a kid, but i cant.
So I'll stay in this body.
With these thoughts.
And these problems.
And maybe one day I'll be happy.
But for now, I just want to go back.
