Numb

i am numb. i am not sad, im done being sad. not angry, theres no point anymore. not depressed, i dont have room for that. not hungry, i just ate. not dehydrated, i drink water every day. not tired, i got 12 hours yesterday. maybe lonely but i have a lot of friends. not bored, no i dont want to do the dishes. not in a mood, even if i was why is that so bad. did i already mention that im not hungry? im not anything you think i am because you dont know me at all. you know the me i want you to. i am just done at this point. i am numb. please stop trying to fix me, im not broken.