Dear dad, i never know what im gonna get when i wake up in the morning. Is it the dad who woke up early just to make breakfast for me? Or is it the dad who immediately yells at me because i forgot to do my homework last night? If its the first one, please kindly consider telling me what i will do to make you snap. Or how long it will take. Because you have this perfect vision of what the world should be, but its only a dream. And im not perfect. Yes ill have struggles here and there but youre acting like its the end of the world. You asked me if i turned in my assignments today, i said i forgot to turn in one of them. You didnt even let me explain because you only hear what you want to. You make me feel worthless and yet ive stayed. Is that what you did with mom as well? You made her fall for you, get married, have kids but then you show your true colors once shes boxed in. i used to look up to you, you were a hero. You are not my hero anymore but you are the villain. You showed your true colors. Im old enough now to understand that money isnt everything and that emotional neglect does not get magically fixed because you took me on a fun trip. you explain your side but never try to understand mine. i hate that i can never speak without getting cut off, or you calling an explanation ‘talking back’. i dont know how many times ive plotted getting away from this horrible family. the only reason ive stayed is because i keep thinking that if i run what will veronica do with no one to back her up? no one to team up and protect her from you. she has enough shit to deal with already. you are a fucking coward and you dont even know. so dad, please fix your fucked up standards because you only ever tear the family apart. so with no remorse whatsoever, fuck you.
