Consider Me Jealous
Videos speaking about friends
my bestie and I this,
sharing gossip with my bestie that.
Consider me jealous.
I can hold on to no one.
Abandonment sings
louder than loyalty.
Consider me jealous.
One since third grade
a ghost.
One through high school
a ghost.
One in adulthood
a ghost.
Consider me jealous.
No one stays.
Is it me?
Am I insufferable?
Overbearing?
Overwhelming?
Just plain wrong?
Consider me jealous.
I’m not even friends with myself.
How do I move forward?
How do I heal?
Consider me jealous.
Friendship seems across the ocean
while I sit
on a deserted island.
