Dear Dad, do you ever wish you could go back in time? Fix everything? Try to figure out what you did wrong to make us turn out like this? Im here to tell you that now you dont need to go back in time. All you have to do is listen. I hate you for all the times you got mad at me for just existing or forgetting to do something- it wasnt my fault. I didnt choose to have ADHD. I hate when you yell at me for things I didn't do, and then when I prove I didn't do them, you act like you never did anything that bad- you're right, I was just crying for an hour for no reason. I hate whenever I know you're wrong, and I have people to back me up on it, and you start acting like everyone is ganging up against you- we aren't, youre just a hypocrite who hates being told he’s wrong. Another thing I hate is when you have all these outbursts when no one bends to your will, but when I'm having a bad day, I get yelled at- like, can I not just be mad at the world sometimes? I hate when you yell at Veronica because I know exactly what it feels like now-it hurts me too, looking back at all the shit I did to her as a kid when I know exactly how that would feel now. I hate that you just put our feelings off to the side, but when something minor happens to you its like we all have to keep our mouths shut and let you act like the world is ending. I hate how you always have mom wrapped around your finger to the point where even if she knows you're wrong and that you shouldn't be yelling at us, she keeps quiet and even though she doesn't say it, shes on your side-always on your side. I could name off so many others, but I think you get the gist. You fucked up, and you can't go back in time.
Sincerely, your fucked up daughter.
