You had me on the bathroom floor,
No let me explain,
Not just crying,
But panicking,
Wanting painkillers to ease the pain I’m feeling,
Here’s the depth of my heart,
holding my mouth in tears.
Whipping them with my palms,
As a I go,
Over words that left your mouth,
and you think I wanna hurt you,
That I’m some villain in disguise,
Oh I wish I wanted to,
I wish you left fire in my eyes,
Hatred in my heart,
Instead of soggy wet tears,
I wipe with my sleeves,
Once covered in water now covered in tears,
No let me finish,
You make me feel like some type of villain,
Eyes I once trusted now fill me with red,
I wish I never met you,
I wish you never cured my soul,
Your this giant red flag that I just can’t escape,
You told me you’d kill yourself if I left you,
That’s the shit that scares me about relationships,
To know your the reason a mother lost her baby,
10/02/25
