write happiness

Please don’t tell me to write happy poems These are my poems Same as these are my feelings How could I be able to write happiness? When I’m not happy inside When I’m truly torn apart, basically in two No, scratch that I’m in pieces Shattered like a broken plate Like a child who doesn’t feel happy Even in their home One that is more terrified Of hurt And pain More than any adult That is now an adolescence But still has the same feeling So tell me How do I write happy When I’m not happy myself When my core memories are sadness Filled with fear No hope