I want to be pretty.
I want to be like the girls you see on posters outside of stores
Or the girls online with their slim thick bodies
I want to be that. pretty
The kind of pretty to where guys stare from afar
Or get pretty privilege at a bar
Pretty to the point where any side is my good side
Pretty to the point it hurts
People call me pretty
And they claim i have perks
But i can’t see that girl they describe in the mirror
That perfect pretty girl they so call me
But when i see my reflection I can’t seem to help pointing out my flaws
My nose my hair my arms my teeth my legs
The scars on my stomach and thighs looking like they’ve been marked with claws
I just wanna be pretty
Pretty as in the girls who don’t have to wear makeup out
Pretty as in the girls who can through their hair into a messy bun with a hoodie and not be scared of the looks they will get
Cause all they will receive is a “your so pretty” from another girl walking by
Girls who get compliments and take them so easily without a doubt
I want to e pretty like those girls
I just want to be pretty.
