Here I am, fighting with my thoughts
Telling them to erase you;
But the more I do, the more I bear in mind,
Makes me wonder whether I still cross your consciousness too.
Here I am, lying to myself
Thinking you would long for me;
Just to get reminded the way you held her hands.
Will I ever get to escape from this?
Here I am, drowning in my own space
Left with a pocket full of memories;
Compelling myself to slip out of it,
But I wonder how your absence made it seemed like I was the only one who lived it.
Here I am, for the last time
Miserably sanding in front of you,
With a heavy heart
Wishing you. Godspeed.
