fuck

I thought you were perfect

It was nobody but you

You were my top priority

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Used to sleep with my lights on

Cause of fear of my demons

Used to check what time it was

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Dear Creator, why?

What did you make me

This way

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All the thoughts...

I can’t stop

Consume me

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I’m not in control

Tick tick ticking

Twitch twitch twitching

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I understand

That you care

That you wanted me to live

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I’ll never be good enough

I am a failure of a human being

This shit hits me, it’s rough

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The blade across my skin

The pressure before it splits

The tip of the metal is in

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Where do I start

You tore out my heart

Then complain to me about heartache

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I turn my back on you

As you get near

I shudder at your presence

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