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I been down, just relaxing myself along time,

I constantly beat myself up,

The sun’s rays heat onto my head,

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I been down, just relaxing myself along time,

I constantly beat myself up,

The sun’s rays heat onto my head,

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I loved you at first sight,

The sight of your beauty is truly of purity,

My love for you grows more, and more,

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Being kind to each other,

Is a blessing to receive,

Kindness does not cost much,

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love with a destructive force,

so seductive and disruptive

perpetual within my thoughts,

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In the short time I had you, 28 years, I never took notice you calmed all my fears, I never took notice to all that you did I always felt safe when I was a kid.

Forever afraid now that I’m grown, not sure if I’ll make it out on my own, never believing you wouldn’t be here, with out you my life seems so in clear. Afraid to move forward , ashamed to step back,

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I feel like I'm slowly melting away

Alone by my self everyday

No one to talk to no one to call

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Your eyes fill up

with unshed tears longing

for a place to go,

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As it came to eventide

I sat on the mountain an watch as my heart divides, the yammering filled insides

makes it impossible to remain focus.

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