caitlin joy

Living as a stranger

Within my own skin

Lost with no direction

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Conflicting feelings like title waves

Pulling and pushing in every which way

When I hear her breathe my heart beats louder

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A world of what ifs

I reside residence in this land of myths

My mind is a contortionist

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I cannot make up my mind

What’s wrong or right

Tell me

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A curse I cast myself

You’d never think I’d be so cruel

Would it be better for me to claim

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I have always lived this way

Afraid of everything I say

Terrified to feel

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I can’t look at a meal

Without reviewing my past

Mistakes that I made

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She sings

As I stare

And watch with awe

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My own stagnation is undeniable

Whilst in prolonged pain

The suffering is indescribable

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